I studied for six months of my bachelor degree in Chemical Engineering in Portugal (between 2015 and 2016).
At that time, the Brazilian program Ciências sem Fronteiras was hype and some of my colleagues were considering to try it. I listened to them talking about how much they would like to have the interexchange experience, but I was ok with it, it never interested me (amazingly), I just wanted to keep going in my research as an undergraduate student (scientific initiation), and finish the course. My only travel dream was to visit London (since I was a child I talked and dreamed about it and I needed to make this dream, which was the most impossible in my life). However, one of my teachers in Brazil told us about the Santander Bank scholarships, which financed part of the undergraduate interexchange. I believed I had not enough academic merits (impostor syndrome) and that was not for me. Nevertheless, because of hearing so many of my colleagues talking, seeing them preparing their documents and some encouraging me to try, I decided (just for curiosity) to also submit my application. Nowadays I have the feeling that sometimes, even if we think we should not do something, life guides us and say, “Yes, you are going to do this!” And this was the best decision I ever took in my career!
I swear I had forgotten the selection process because it took about one month until the result came out. But, when one of the academic secretaries from the University called me, saying that I needed to sign the acceptance term of the Fórmula Santander scholarship because I was the winner, it was a mix of feelings! I didn’t believe it was true, at the beginning I was kind of lost because I didn’t even know where to start, where I would go for the exchange abroad, if I would have financial conditions, or how it could be. But I enjoyed the adventure! I enjoyed, even facing the fear!

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